well, iman's infection has almost completely diminished and she's no longer in heat.. instead, she's back to her sweet, loving and playful little self! she's in front of me right now.. as in directly in front! she's lying down snoozing away while mommy is typing away.. she's so manja la i can't get over her sometimes!! she really made me feel a lot better.. it may be hard to believe for some but it's true.. my cat was there for me. i just hope that you all don't think i'm some sort of delusional freak now!! hahaha.. but there is someone else whom i mustn't forget.. it's sharon! thanks so much babyjit for calling me!! it means a lot to me! she called me for an hour and we were catching up on a lot of things.. and yup, i feel loads better!!
well, things between farhaan and i have been really great these past few days which is one of the reasons why i'm so ecstatic right now.. i just love him being happy that's all.. and also, it's mine and his first anniversary together this saturday!! the 26th of feb is our day! this past year has flown by quite fast too.. and i also told my darling squish where i want him to take me for our anniversary- ampang jaya ramli burger!! it is the ABSOLUTE best and i've been craving you see.. so one can't blame me for my eccentricity of asking to go to a mamak instead of some boring old five-star. i'm not boasting but i've had anough to last me a lifetime.. or till my next longing for oysters.
lily hasn't been coming to college that much for the past week or so and i've been missing her dearly. just now, me raya and jenn had a tear-jerking session during our one-hour break.. *sigh* what can i say?! i mean, these girls love me so they're just concerned. but whatever happened before, happened before and there's nothing i can do about it except move on. i know that there are times i let people walk all over me and hurt me but hell, i always emerge stronger than before.. sounds like a cliche but it's so true that that's probably why it became a cliche in the first place! i firmly believe that evrything happens for a reason- even if it hurts.
when we ask god to give us strength, he gives us more trials to deal with.. when we ask him for patience, we'll encounter heavier traffic and possibly meaner drivers.. but ultimately i believe that everytime i go through a rough patch in my life, it's because he has something much much bigger in store for me and i do feel rather special that way.. i always try to look on the bright side..
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